I have done at least one constructive thing these holidays (so far)

And, I plan to do more. The constructive thing I've done so far, though, is make a bag :)
It's very pretty :)



The other things I plan to do are learn a new song on piano, and clean my room. If I manage to clean my room, I will upload photos as proof :P
But yes...
I am baby-sitting on this coming Wednesday, for some strangers who are going to give me a minimum of ten dollars an hour for eight hours. Rosalind baby-sits for them, but she's in the Blue Mountains on Wednesday, so they asked if she had any friends who could do it, so she rang me and I rang them and now I will have money.
So yay.
Anyway, hungriness.

"... I'm wearing a scarf!"

"I have something to tell you..."

Skye's party!
Woo!

I dunno, I needed to update with something and I figured Skye's party would be interesting enough.

Had an interesting time getting out there, to say the least. Stupid father and his refusal to listen to my directions. Got there eventually, mucked around dancing around in fairy wings, they had a really crappy piano that we were all playing, which was amusing. Mandy got super drunk super quickly, playing shot checkers against Luke. Maddie got super drunk but slower. Stuart came up to me at one point and said, very, very, seriously, "I have something to tell you...", and it made me worried. And then he said, "I'm wearing a scarf", and we both cracked up. It was a fun kind of party. I have photos. I'm sure the people in the photos don't want me sharing them, but I have photos. Tee hee hee.

I don't have time to upload them now, but I will do later.
Mwahah.

The reason why boys smell so funny.

Woo! Actual update!
I have not updated in ages, and happily, the reason for my not updating has changed from being sad and not wanting to talk to being happy but considerably busier. :)
So-so-so, this week/last weekend:
Last weekend was awesome, because it was a long weekend.
On Friday, Bailey-guy had a movie night, which was fun. I only went because Stuart invited me. I don't really know Bailey that well. But yeah, it was me and Stuart, and Mandy and Steven, and then there were Kim and Bailey sitting on the couch looking awkward (two couples and then two singles). And we watched team America and some Highlander type movies I wasn't paying attention to. Hehe...
Then on Saturday night I went out ice-skating with Stuart and Kelly and Kelly's friend, and that was fun-fun, even though I can't ice-skate for shit, and I only fell over a couple of times, and those were in the last few minutes.
And on Sunday night, Skye had a movie night that was also fun, and involved us eating a tub of ice cream (yay!) between the four of us (me, Skye, Terri, and Mandy) and watching random movies.
And then on Monday night I went and watched the fireworks at my neighbour's.
Tuesday was good.
Wednesday was also good. Wednesday was pretty gosh-darned good. I'm feeling very smug. :)
Thursday was good, and it was fun, and I brought Stuart and Amy back here, and we entertained each other (in an un-sexual manner, thank you very much, all you gutter-minded people - yes, I love you all anyway =p) and then entertained the children (my brother and cousin, nine and seven respectively), which was fun. Oh, that reminds me, it's little Hamish's birthday today, he is now eight.
Today was awesomeness. I did my minor assessment piece thing in drama and that went reasonably well. And then I wented to Civic with the awesome people of awesomeness - Amy, Skye, Ryan, plus Isaac and minus Stuart, so not quite the usual group of awesome people. But awesome nonetheless!

So yeah, Skye is eighteen soon! So, eighteenth birthday party for her :) She's looking for somewhere to have it besides her house, though, because her parents weere all, bla bla no more than five people bla. But one of Skye's presents will be shared, and that will be awesome. Hopefully. Provided it all works out.
I think the next eighteenth of anyone in my part of the group is Ryan's, and then I'm not sure whether there's anyone else's between his and Stuart's.
I'm not eighteen till the year after next :(

Mm... so, peoples, ten cents to anyone who can guess why I'm so happy now?
Go on. One word. Six letters. First is S, last is T. Mm? My magician, yes. I haves me a loverly loverly boyfriend, and that has made me very happy indeed. Because. Because he is good for my self-esteem =p because he is wonderful and kind and sweet to me. And he is cute, but refuses to accept that fact. Tee hee.

Mnyarp mnyarp, anyway. Tis sleepy-nap time for Caitlin.

Oh yes, the reason boys smell so funny. It's their deoderant. It's like manly air freshener. Even the thought of it is hilarious, so how could the smell not be funny?
Mwa, mwa. Love for all.

Look, more crap.

You Need Some Black in Your Life

Black will make you feel powerful, in control, and not bound to what other people think of you. And with a little black, you will project a aura of mystery, rebellion, and dominance. If you want people to respect you, you've got to get a little black in your life! For extra punch: Combine black with orange or red The downside of black: People won't be able to "read" you - and may perceive you as more aggressive than you actually are The consequences of more black in your life: You'll become a figure of intrigue and speculation You'll be better prepared for life's unknown path You'll rest better and free yourself of expectations

What Color Do You Need?

You Are the Ace of Clubs

You go at everything in your life full force. You are a natural gambler. Your life definitely has some extreme highs and lows, but you know how to ride out the low times. A total adventure seeker, you are never satisfied by what's normal or ordinary. You like to push limits and shock people. You're dramatic, but a drama queen. Your life has been a wild ride so far. You have stories that people can barely believe. And you're probably still young... with a lot of wild rides in front of you. A gamble you should take: High stakes roulette Your friends would describe you as: Crazy Your enemies would describe you as: Demented If you lived in Vegas, you would be: A high roller

What Playing Card Are You?

And if I change the one answer I was unsure on:

You Are the Ace of Hearts

Youthful and playful, you love life and the world. You have a kind spirit, and you bring happiness to everyone you know. Artistic and bold, you see the world in bright colors. And you certainly aren't afraid to express everything you see and feel. You are sentimental, and your emotions are very deep. You are easily swept away and easily hurt. A gamble you should take: Blackjack Your friends would describe you as: Unique Your enemies would describe you as: Weepy If you lived in Vegas, you would be: An up and coming chef or fashion designer

What Playing Card Are You?

You Are a Pinky

You are fiercely independent, and possibly downright weird. A great communicator, you can get along with almost anyone. You are kind and sympathetic. You support all your friends - and love them for who they are. You get along well with: The Ring Finger Stay away from: The Thumb

What Finger Are You?

Your Kisses Are Medium-Hot

Your kisses are definitely sexy, but you're not about to make anyone gasp for air. You take it slow and steady... and you ramp things up when you get the right signals. Your kissing style is adaptable and adept. And people who kiss you love it!

How Hot Are Your Kisses?

(Tee hee hee)

You Should Be With a Water Sign!

Your best match is a Cancer, Scorpio, or Pisces Why? You crave intimacy and connection in your relationship And while most guys can't open up enough for you, a Water Sign can Not that you're whole relationship will be soul gazing A Water Sign matches your goofy sense of humor - and desire to help others.

What Sign Guy Should You Date?

Scorpio, whee ^-^

Your Sensitivity Score: 76%

You are a highly sensitive person. Pretty much everything effects you. You are tuned into the vibe around you, and someone's bad mood can bring you down. But you also easily share in someone's joy - whether you know them or not.

Are You Extremely Sensitive?

My psychologist says I should be less sensitive...

You Are a Blue Flower

A blue flower tends to represent peace, openness, and balance. At times, you are very delicate like a cornflower. And at other times, you are wise like an iris. And more than you wish, you're a little cold, like a blue hydrangea.

What Color Flower Are You?

I am not cold.

You Are A Lily

You are a nurturer and all around natural therapist. People see you as their rock. And they are able to depend on you. You are a soothing influence. You can make people feel better with a few words. Your caring has more of an impact than even you realize.

What Flower Are You?

Your Love Is Represented By a Pink Rose

You see love as something that should be light, fun, and whimsical. People fall in love with you easily. And you tend to fall out of love easily! You express your love through attention and shared experiences. You love people more than they realize.

What Rose Represents Your Love?

I think the last sentence is the only right one there.

You Are Chardonnay

Fresh, spirited, and classic - you have many facets to your personality. You can be sweet and light. Or deep and complex. You have a little bit of something to offer everyone... no wonder you're so popular. Approachable and never smug, you are easy to get to know (and love!). Deep down you are: Dependable and modest Your partying style: Understated and polite Your company is enjoyed best with: Cold or wild meat

What Kind of Wine Are You?

Heheh... heh.

Will so be true:

MISSING: Caitlin

Was last seen screaming about the end of the world

'What will you last be seen doing?' at QuizGalaxy.com

... How very peculiar:

'What will your obituary say?' at QuizGalaxy.com

Ahahaha:

Caitlin's secret lucky charm is: "Dungeons and Dragon figurines" Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

Oh, was this what I was after?:

Romance Romance is most important in a boyfriend/girlfriend. You need romance in your life. You love the extra dimension that romance brings to a relationship and you tend to fall in love very quickly. Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

Tee hee hee hee hee!:

	Caitlin Pills: Will cause you to fight for your right to party
	'What effect do you have on people?' at QuizGalaxy.com

Oh em gee, made me cackle out loud (and spray the chocolate powder I was eating out my nose and all over the keyboard):

Valentine's Day Advice From QuizGalaxy to Caitlin
	"A potato sack with a heart drawn on in crayon is not sexy lingerie."
What is your Valentine's Day advice? at QuizGalaxy.com

Oh my god, yes. (apart from the whole, eye-jabbing thing >.>)

What will happen on the first day of school?

• Stuart will jam you in the eye with a pen when you ask to borrow one

• Skye will skip the first day... and probably the second

• Maddie will break up with their SO to go out with you

• Amy will invite you to be their alter-ego superhero sidekick

• Ryan will eat their lunch and yours while tearfully recounting their summer

'What will happen on the first day of school?' at QuizGalaxy.com

Ouch... SO ouch:

Through Song... Your significant other will write you a song to express just how much they don't like you Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

Yay:

You are 80% likeable

You are a very likeable person. You have good manners and you are very friendly. You have tons of friends and no enemies.

'How Likeable are You?' at QuizGalaxy.com

Hum:

Your Dating Style: Committed Relationship

You are all about being in a committed long term relationship. You are all about the love and security that it brings.

'What is your dating style?' at QuizGalaxy.com

Psh:

You are a shy flirt You are more inclined to leave anonymous love notes for your crush then go up and ask them out. You prefer to leave the ball in their court and see where it takes you. A lot of people find this style romantic, but sometimes you are going to have to work up the nerve and ask your crush out, because if your crush is shy too, you may both like each other and never know. Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

Er... I doubt it/hope not:

Death through drugs/alcohol You are going to die drowning after drinking too much/doing too many drugs. Dying like all of the greatest rockers – because you live like one. You like to party and experiment with perception. Rock on hippie. Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

Eh... it might be true >.< :

Talking about your ex Your first date faux pas is talking about your ex. You may have just gotten out of a relationship and maybe you are not ready to start dating again. Your date does not want to hear about all the crappy things your last boyfriend or girlfriend did. Save that for your roommate. Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

Um... yay?:

You were a band geek in high school You were into staying late after school with your other band mates. You were into music and hooking up at random with your friends. Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

Pretty much:

"Intellectually" Intelligent You're 'Intellectually Intelligent.' That pretty much means that you're good with theoretical ideas and concepts - but this comes to you naturally. More or less, you're a natural brainiac. Good for you. 20% theoretical intelligence 80% natural intelligence

Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

I do NOT want a big family >.<>

Family is most important in your life. Having a high focus on family indicates that you are a loving and nurturing person. You want to have a nice big family of your own, and you are very close with your siblings and parents. Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

It's true! :

Caitlin's best excuse: "The government is after me" Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

I seeee...:

The Picto-Personality Test You are a person who is very calm and kind. You go out of your way to help people who need your help. When alone, you let it all hang out and ignore every social convention. You are laid back. Anything goes, with you. In the future you will be wise and healthy.

Take this Test at QuizGalaxy.com

Um... I really don't think so:

Caitlin's lame-ass excuse to break up: "You've held me back for long enough! I'm going to clown college!" 'What is your lame-ass excuse to break up?' at QuizGalaxy.com

That's not lame, that's awesome:

Caitlin's lame comeback line: "You're such a badger."

'What is your lame comeback line?' at QuizGalaxy.com

Uh... ouch?:

What ridiculous surgery should Caitlin get?

Have your clothes singed to your body so you never have to get naked

'What ridiculous surgery should you get?' at QuizGalaxy.com

I cry myself to sleep at night because of this. My body odour is not my fault :'( :

Why do people run from Caitlin?

You smell like turnips

'Why do people run from you?' at QuizGalaxy.com

... o.O:

Caitlin's Carny ability:

You can resurrect headless chickens with nothing more than a candied apple

'What is your Carny ability?' at QuizGalaxy.com

Yay, only 55%! :

	You are 55% messed up. You are messed up. You may not show how messed up you are all the time - but you have been known to get crazier than Mariah Carey on occasion.
'How messed up are you?' at QuizGalaxy.com

This quiz is boring:

About Me...
Figured out the meaning of the universe when drunk, then forgot it Left a note on a shower steamed mirror Felt truly happy for a moment Become a pirate Been late for an exam	Done any extreme sports Cheated on a lover Had an imaginary friend Strutted my stuff in front of my crush Eaten at Arby's
The 'About Me' Quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

Yay! Except I don't have a phone :'( :

Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

Oh my gosh, what a way to go indeed :

You'll die from a Heart Attack during Sex.

Your a lover not a fighter but sadly, in the act of making love your heart will stop. But what a way to go.

'How will you die?' at QuizGalaxy.com

Oh gosh, it's true!:

Elspeth and Peter are Proud to Announce the Birth of their Child, Caitlin, on January 23, 1991.

Unfortunately, Caitlin is a genius baby.

Elspeth and Peter are in stunned silence.

What Did Your Birth Announcement Say? at QuizGalaxy.com

Uh... ?:

	Caitlin was abducted by aliens
	The aliens were attracted by the hypnotic nostrils of Caitlin
'What will your Headline be?' at QuizGalaxy.com

Hum. They notice me as "The girl gibbering randomly in the corner":

	Type O
	People with O type blood are brave, outgoing, fun, courageous and confident. You are very popular and make friends easily. You also are very attention grabbing, and people always notice you.
'What does your blood type say about you?' at QuizGalaxy.com

Tee hee:

Caitlin's synonym -- weird (... as in horrific!) 'What is your synonym?' at QuizGalaxy.com

I AM sixteen >.>:

You date like you are 16 years old. You are fairly new at the dating game and are still trying to figure out what type of guy or girl you are into. You enjoy dating around and tend to get crushes on many different types of people. Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

I am a good girl:

Are you Good or Evil?

You are mostly Good (80%), but still a bit Evil (20%)

'Are You Good or Evil?' (QuizGalaxy.com)

o.O:

Where will you be stabbed?
	BY WHO? Al Capone WHY? You fingered them in court
Where will you be stabbed? at QuizGalaxy.com

I'm sure this is an accurate psychiatric evaluation... hm.

Caitlin

Not Fit for Society

Extremely Insane

Extremely Insane

Extremely Insane

Click Here to Find Out YOUR Psychiatric Evaluation at QuizGalaxy.com

101 Things to Do With a 'Worm Thing' (And Six With a Can of Condensed Milk): A Camper's Guide to Randomosity.

On Tues-dee-ay my drama class and some random English class went and saw the Bell Shakespeare production of Othello at The Playhouse. It was... hm. Having seen the Bell Shakespeare Romeo & Juliet last year, I may have had my expectations raised unfairly (it was awesome), but Othello didn't seem to have quite the sparkle that Romeo & Juliet did. The lady playing Emelia (Desdemona's maid) was really good, as was the guy who played Iago. I think they did more for the play than Desdemona and Othello. That's not to say that Othello and Desdemona weren't good, just that Iago and Emelia were even better. But yeah. Having not actually read the play before seeing it, and just having a vague idea of how it went, I quite enjoyed it. It was well done. But it wasn't absolutely incredible and amazing, which is what I've come to expect from the plays I've seen =p Maybe it's just that the sparkling atmosphere wasn't there, because when I saw Romeo & Juliet, that was at night, and when I saw those other plays with Anne and Greg at the Street Theatre, they were at night. There is something beautiful and exciting about nighttime that makes me wish more people had my sleeping patterns :P

Yesterday was quite a good day. The bay was open, which was good, we bummed around in there doing not a lot, eating and talking and whatnot. I missed the first half of line seven and lunch :( because I had a doctor's appointment, which yes, went quite well, thank you. The second half of line seven was pretty fun, basically more sitting around and chatting (and having my back drawn on, thank you Stuart :P). But yeah, that was fun, and I went and bummed around Woden with Isaac after school, then came home and did nothing at all :)

Today was good. I was at school by 8.30 as usual, though I've no idea why as I didn't have to be there till 12.05. Line seven was spent being bored and reading and knitting, and then Amy and I went and killed time in Woden, which was awesome. Why was it awesome? Because Amy is one of those people who can make a trip to the bus stop exciting and funny. So we trekked our way around Woden in a generally pointless manner, and had a whole bunch of fun and some random conversations along the way.
Then theory of knowledge, and then an appointment with my new psychologist. Some of you may have noticed I haven't been entirely sane (or too happy) lately. This is not because I have got less sane, or less happy, but simply because I have lost some of my acting ability and you've just started noticing. Actually, yeah, I have gotten slightly less happy, but I can't think of a single reason for this (I can, however, think of multiple small ones). But yes. I had a psychologist for a while last year, and I did not like her, though I'm not sure why. And I got a referral for this new one yesterday from the doctor, and I seem to be able to get along with her considerably better (though that isn't really hard).

Anyway, stuff is pretty good for me generally.

This weekend is going to be awesome ^-^ Whipped cream! Sparklers! Marshmallows! WORMM THINGS! And... crippled fiiiiiiish!!
You guys rock, by the way ^-^

Look, crap.

Basics
name? Caitlin
birthday? 23rd January.
height? Dunno. Short =(
weight? Round about fifty-five, depending on whether I've pigged out recently or not.
eye color? No clue. Either green or blue, depending on who you ask.
hair color? Light brown.
hair length? Meh, pretty medium right now. It can get quite long quite quickly, but I'm thinking about getting it cut shorter.
religion? Nuh.
mental problems? Shut up. Out of my head, right now, no nosing around my mind.
medical problems? Not that I know of, apart from being semi-blind.

On to the currents...
current top? Blue strappy-sleeved one.
current bottom? My old jeans! I love them. I'm sorry new jeans, but I just can't let go of these old ones. They're comfier than trackies, for frying out loud.
current jewelry? Er... my watch, I guess. Earrings? But they're just sleepers, nothing special.
current nailpolish color? None.
current shoes? None =)
current book? Thump! - Terry Pratchett.
current song? Stoned - Dido.
current tv show? None.
currently talking to? Jonno, Anna, Rosalind, Graham. (Well, talking at that last one...)
currently thinking of? So much that I don't want to share, and so little that I do.

The lasts...
last person you hugged? Hm... Amy, I think, and Ryan before that and Skye before that. And Stuart before that and Skye again before that.
last person you thought of? Have a guess. Go on. It should be pretty easy if you know me. Actually, no. It's not the obvious answer...
last person you fought with? Heh. Depends how you define 'fought'. If you mean 'poke wars' or 'shoelace stealing', then Ryan. If you mean actually fought? I don't know. I don't really fight with people...
last person you talked to? I'm talking to people now. Apart from people I'm talking to now? Amy.
last person you had dinner with? My family?
last person you sent a message to? No phone :'(
last person you sent snail mail to? Probably my nana.
last person you cried over? Heh. Go for it, guess. This time it IS the obvious answer =(

Favorites...
color? green
food? Skittles, totally. Or pie.
fast food? Mm, I dunno. Pizza... good pizza.
restaurant? I dunno. I don't go to restaurants. Ooh, wait, I know! The one they had at school last term =P
desert? Desert? Um, I dunno. I'm not too into deserts, myself. Dessert, on the other hand? Mm... apple pie, with vanilla ice cream ^-^
ice cream? Anna's answer was "cookies & cream". My response is, "Ooh, SO yes! Cookies & Cream ftw XD"
candy bar? Mm... I dunno. I'm not hugely into candy bars. Usually I buy Skittles from the vending machine, but they're not candy bars. Just candy.
holiday? Summer holidays, they have Christmas and my birthday (I may do philosomaphy, but I'm all for the acquisition of material goods =P)
season? Mm... spring. Or summer. Or autumn, for the leaves. Eh, I don't know.
month? End of November/December. The feeling of relief at the end of the school year is indescribable.
number? Dunno.
band? No idea.
song? Run - Snow Patrol.
lyric? Dunno. I have so many ones I like. Probably 'Light up, light up, as if you have a choice', at the moment.
job? Favourite job? I wouldn't know.
candle scent? No clue.
soft drink? Lift or Fanta.
karaoke song? Karaoke: Just Say No.
bar/hang out? Hang out? Oh, SO the Bay ^_^
shoe type? Um... nice looking and comfy?
shoe brand? No idea.
actor? Meh.
movie? Monty Python and the Holy Grail!
actress? Meh.
salad dressing? Eww, salads? Healthy = no.
tv channel? Hehe, ABC ^-^
tv show? No idea. I don't watch a lot of TV.
old school tv show? Meh, don't know.
board game? No idea.
hard candy? That was a movie.
flowers? Lilies.
animal? Bonobos ;)
pet? I don't have a pet :'(
cartoon? No idea.
comic strip? WEBCOMIX ^_^ - Questionable Content =)
book? Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy.
markers? Hm?
medication? Panadol is my friend.
shampoo? Huh? It's all the same.
fictional character? Faye, from QC :P
air freshener? Dunno.
health bar? Hehehehe- no.
mall food? Gelato! From Gelatini!
mall store? Ooh, so Socrates or Tree of Life. Or Angus & Robertson...

Firsts...
first kiss? Shhh ;)
first boyfriend? None of your business, mm.
first pet? Teh kitty.
first best friend? Leisha. Haha, yes, THAT Leisha! Anyone who went/goes to Deakin and/or Lyons will know the one :P
first cellphone? Haven't had one, haven't got one :'(
first crush? None of your business =p
first broken heart? None of your business, yet again. This time without the little happy tongue-pokey-out face.
first real relationship? I have yet to have a REAL relationship. Oh, I've been out, but a "real" relationship? Oh pfft.
first time? First time what? () =)

Make-up...
foundation? No. Eww, you know those people with the metric fucktonne of orange foundation? So, so gross.
eye shadow? Mm, occasionally.
mascara? Mm, usually.
eyeliner? Occasionally.
lip gloss? Occasionally. Usually just lip balm, rather than actual gloss-stuff.
lipstick? No.
nailpolish? Rarely.


Dream on....
dream husband? Heh, no clue.
dream career? No idea... I don't even know where I want to go after college.
dream name? No idea.
dream pets? Kitties. Lots of them.
dream home? Somewhere in northern NSW/southern QLD.
dream award? Oh, totally a participation certificate.

Friends...
craziest friend? Crazy-giggly-taker-over-er-of-the-world? Amy. Crazy-hilarious-mass-murderer-of-males? Skye. Music-crazy? Anna, if I could claim her as a friend =p Actual-crazy? I know exactly who I would list there, but it might be mean...
funniest friend? Gah, no idea >.< class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">sooo...
most spontaneous friend? Heh, Skye or Amy.
loudest friend? Hm... I dunno. I'm probably loudest in the group. Apart from me? Well, Maddie can get pretty loud. Brenda can, in that grating-on-your-mind kinda way.
friend you think would end up hiding a body? Heheh, predictable answer? Skye, she'll hide the bodies of all the men in the world that she kills. Except I don't think she'd hide them... Ryan probably wouldn't hide bodies, either, he'd like, prop them up on the sofa or put them in people's beds to scare the shit out of them... I think Amy would hide them.
would you help that friend hide a body? Hell yes =p
friend you can talk to for hours? Any of them =)
friend most like you? Various people in various ways. Skye in the randomness, Ryan in the craziness, Amy in the tendency to say things that majorly freak people out.
friend you would marry? Any of them! ^-^
hottest friend? Heheh. Unfortunately only the girls in my group are hot, and I can't pick one of them without upsetting anyone :P
most adorable friend? Oh, so Amy. Just because she's so tiny! And she bounces! Like a little pixie!
most obnoxious friend? I'm the most obnoxious in the group. But any of us could be obnoxious if we took any of our quirks too far.
most caring friend? Most... hm... Ryan or Skye. Ryan is an obvious and wonderfully helpful kind of caring. Skye is a subtle kind of caring who you don't realise is supporting you until you randomly start crying on her =p
friend you'd do anything for? Any of the ones I'm particularly close to. Skye, Ryan, Amy... Probably Maddie, Stuart, anyone else who I talk to, really.
friend with the most drama? Heheh. Skyyyyyeee :P Though Amy does undramatic things with drama.
friend you had benefits with? Oi, awful question =p
friend thats the biggest tease? Tease? Tease as in making fun of people jokingly tease, or tease as in...
are you friends mostly guys or girls? Guys, but the kind of guys who always end up in large groups of girls.
would you die for you friends? Oh yes.
where did you meet your best friend? Which one? Becky and Izzy have been out of state so long I've kind of lost that closeness, and I haven't been at college long enough to really have made best friends... all the people I would consider best friends have their own best friends already.
where did you meet your 2nd best friend? See above.

My Feet Like Each Other - Aww!

Yes, I am sorry boys (is it just me, or is everybody who reads my blog male? I'll have to get Skye to read it to even it up a little... she's worth multiple people :P), I have not updated in a little while and will most probably not update properly again in a little longer. Just stuff going on in my head, that wants to be thought about silently and not out loud. I have no more words that want sharing, but more will come eventually. In the meantime I am still replying to comments and whatnot, and you may discover clever comments from a clever random on the last post that are good for reading.
I had a surprisingly good day today, except for the bits (say, 60% of it) that sucked.
Eh.

Oh - and the job interview went reasonably well, thanks to all who wished me luck, and to those who continue to wish me luck. The guy doing the interview was freaking creepy, though, and half the buttons on his shirt weren't done up. Ew. He smelled damn weird, too. Bleurgh.

50 Decimal Places.

So... school. I'm V-grading ToK and English. Not going to enough classes. I told mother about it last night and survived. She coped remarkably well.
I'm going to have to talk to student services and see whether there is any way for me to save those subjects. ToK especially.

I dropped in an application for a job at the newsagency in Woden on Thursday, and got a call yesterday asking me to go in for an interview on Monday. Yay combination of excitement and nervousness. I might have a job! Shock! Money! Wow!

Jess' Fun Factory party was awesome ^-^
There were like, three pairs of fuzzy handcuffs and some kitten ears involved =P
Hehe, Iddle Jess-ums is only fifteen...

School yesterday was meh.
I went to maths like a good girl, which was a LOT of effort. Really. After not going to a lot of classes for a long time, forcing myself to go to maths was difficult, but I was one lesson away from V-grading, so... so I made myself go, and got lectured by the teacher almost to the point of tears. The maths that I missed out on by not going is (most horrible, fucked up coincidence of all possible coincidences) the year eleven version of the maths that I missed out on last year by not doing any work and not listening. So it's going to be damn near impossible for me to catch up, but hopefully I will be able to beg some help off someone.
Drama was pretty bland. We sat in a circle and watched people walk around, and then... shock, horror: took notes from the board! Apparently next double we go to Woden and stalk people. Sounds interesting...
I spent my line off sitting around with the other people who had line two off, and fighting for Ryan's shoelace, which Amy (awesome hippie girl from drama and ToK - have I mentioned her?) tried to help me steal, and which Lachlan came past and yoinked out of our hands, curse him.
Lunch was, uh, interesting. Discussions were had about kinkiness and killing - thank god, not in the same sentence - and general stuff that I can't remember was said. The usual stuff along the lines of "CRIPPLED FISH!" and "Awkward Silence Turtle! *mad leprechaun giggle*".
We played Sardines, which Jess does not know. Sardines is that game, right, where one person goes and hides, and then everyone goes to look for them. If you find the hide-er, you join them in their hiding space, and keep quiet. If you find the people who are hiding, you join them, until all but one person has found their way to the group of hide-ers. That last person to find them is the first person to hide in the next game. Our version was slightly different. It consisted of Ryan, Skye and me going and lying at the top of the stairs and calling randoms and hanging up. It wasn't as interesting as it sounds, but apparently seeing one head and several legs sticking up/out of the place we were lying in was amusing.
Psychology was another boring taking-notes lesson, but I think I'm almost V-grading psychology as well as maths, so I can't miss any more of them.

Bleurgh... I am thinking.
I am thinking about other people.
Other people and their lack of money, and how they can possibly be so stressed out about it, when they still have more money than my entire family put together.
And how maybe it's just a loss of freedom thing, to suddenly not have money to throw around. As Skye said when I was talking about jobs: jobs are money, and money is freedom.
I'm thinking about whether I understand or not. I want to understand, if I'm allowed to.
I'm thinking about why other people are thinking about certain things.
I'm wondering what other people are thinking about certain other things... namely, me.
I am thinking... in very general terms, so as not to let randoms know who of the people I know is thinking about what (people who know me well or know the people I'm talking about, may be able to guess. But not randoms, so all is good).
But basically, I am thinking.
I used to think all the time. Non-stop. And then I just, stopped thinking. And I hadn't thought, properly, about anything at all, since about halfway through year nine, maybe a little after. And I've been working to get myself thinking again, and suddenly here it all comes back, and I'm thinking all the time again. It is surprisingly good to feel my mind actually doing something with itself other than making origami snails and eating them (papier escargot!).
So, I am thinking.
Be proud of me.

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While I'm stealing comics...

Oh, my god. Roleplaying robots? Roleplaying as humans using computers? Lame? Just a little?
Freaking hilarious, nonetheless :P

I'm sorry guys, but...

Copyright Thievery!!

Heheh... "Meez"...

TV is actually remarkably boring...

Don't kill me for that statement, but it's true.
So yeah, I'm not in the greatest of moods right now.
Um...
Yeah.
I really can't see a way of explaining it without making a couple of people out to be really bad people. Really they aren't. And also I told them I wasn't pissed at them. I'm not. It's just suddenly upset me in the past couple of hours.
So yeah.
Hopefully it will be sorted out tomorrow.
Sorry if I'm snapping at anyone tonight.

Edit: It is now tomorrow and I am in an even less pleasant mood. Hoo-rah! But see, now it's more of a tired, resigned and sad mood. Yay. Fun fun, and whatnot. So, where most people would say "Don't talk to me", I am instead asking that you all please talk to me so I can be distracted. Thank you =)

More Room Photos. Exciting? Methinks not.

^Left Bookshelf^

^Right Bookshelf^

^Both bookshelves, and my bed^