I see. And how does this make you feel?

It's hard to believe that
There's nobody out there
It's hard to believe
That I'm all alone
At least I have her love
The city she loves me
Lonely as I am
Together we cry
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Sigh. Sleepy.
Ooh, that burp tasted like stir fry.
Sorry, that was rather random.

Mm... got out of bed at some obscenely early hour this morning... ten-thirty or something like it... only got up cause the aunt, uncle, and small cousin were here, and I felt like saying hi. So we all sat around and talked, and Nigel played piano, and Adair and mother discussed the proposed pool at the Hardingses... blerf.
Sat around online, then, horror of horrors, I actually went outside.
Seriously.
I went outside.
Shock.
Not possible!
But I did.
Shock.
Gasp.
Amazement.

Hiccup.

But yes, I went outside, and I played tether tennis for a while, which I haven't done since... since like, March... or April, maybe... seems like a long time ago. After entertaining myself with the mindlessness and aggression I can put into hitting a tennis ball on a string, I went and lay on the trampoline. And just appreciated stuff. Canberra's a beautiful place, when I'm not too absorbed in the meaningless goings on of my small mind to see it. There was the most, totally calm weather today, it was so nice to just go lie outside and just see things, and watch the sky. There were clouds, but the sky was blue, somehow. The clouds were so thin I could see straight through them, so the sky still looked blue. And it was warm, but not the kind of warm where you can fry eggs on slippery-dips. It was nice.
But yeah.
Before I went all random and outsidey, I got Under the Bridge and the Zephyr Song off of LimeWire, slowly, carefully, and somehow without freezing my computer...
So now I keep listening to them.
I need to be able to play the introduction to Under the Bridge. I don't care that I can't really play guitar, I'll get somebody to teach me. I don't care that I don't actually have a guitar, I'll borrow one. That intro is just perfectly matching my mood right now. And it's so hard to find music I can play that matches my moods...
I need more piano music, everything I'm playing I've either played a million times already or just don't feel like playing. Mlerf.

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Sometimes I feel like
I don't have a partner
Sometimes I feel
Like my only friend
Is the city I live in
The city of angels
Lonely as I am
Together we cry

I drive through her streets cause
She's my companion
I walk through her hills
Cause she knows who I am
She sees my good deeds and
She kisses them windy
And I never worry
Now that is a lie

I don't ever want to feel
Like I did that day
Take me to the place I love
Take me all the way
I don't ever want to feel
Like I did that day
Take me to the place I love
Take me all the way

It's hard to believe that
There's nobody out there
It's hard to believe
That I'm all alone
At least I have her love
This city she loves me
Lonely as I am
Together we cry

I don't ever want to feel
Like I did that day
Take me to the place I love
Take me all the way
I don't ever want to feel
Like I did that day
Take me to the place I love
Take me all the way

Under the bridge downtown
Is where I drew some blood
Under the bridge downtown
I could not get enough
Under the bridge downtown
Oh god hold back my love
Under the bridge downtown
I gave my life away
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